見えない水の底
前に書いたように海を見るのが好きだけど、それは漁師の町で生まれてそこで数年育ったから。でも海で泳ぐのは好きじゃない。深みや湖など底の見えないところで泳ぐのはむしろ怖く感じる。泳げないからではなく、どうしても足元の暗闇に何か潜んでいて、そこに引き込まれるような想像をしてしまうから。この恐怖は物心ついた頃からある。親の話では2才のときに溺れたことがあるそうなので、それが理由かもしれない。
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As I wrote previously, I like looking at the sea, since I was born and raised in a fishing village for the first several years of my life. However, I don't like swimming in the sea, and I'm even afraid to swim in the deep end of a pool or in a lake where the bottom is not visible. It's not because I can't swim, but because I can't help imagining something lurks in the darkness below, waiting to pull me into it. I've had this fear for as long as I can remember. My parents said I almost drowned at age two, which may be the reason for my fear.
 
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by cbx400fk | 2006-07-04 21:22 | 思ったこと
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